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Thursday, November 12, 2009

It's F I N A L Exams.

Assalamualaikum

I am just wishing everybody a very good luck for their Exams. Put your best effort in your revisions. forget what you think that is unnecessary for now. give time for your future. Changed it now, will make it better After that.

Last night?

We're at EMPIRE CINEMA watching 2012. a good graphical movie, yes.. it will make you scared. and Adrenalin Rush but ended with such funny trick. i think it's a lame movie Overall. I thought the earth was going to explode. but it was just another plate tectonic theory, geographical tutorial, the ARCH? a Spaceship or a big SHip? actually is a big boat. hmph..

but at least.. last night. i am enjoying watching the view of our SKY, after the rain. bright sTARS everywhere.. =) wish i can let her see it. and the moon? it was smiling beautiful crescent moon.! love it. =)

i missed you.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

9 wan wan

Assalamualaikum

This post goes out to YOU, YOU whoever you are.

It has been a long time since, I last known YOU. Sometime, I find it very hard to move along. Even I am always the one who can make everybody smiling shine like morning sunshine, but nobody knows except All-mighty Above and I only knows how I truly suffocating and seriously Crushing from inside. Sometime I could just let my self gone no where just to let my self back to reality. I have to push myself to get back up, and pull myself all together to get WAN back at his stand. It's not easy being me. I shouldn't say those words, when we're to be like this. most of the time, i am lost in lust because of YOU. Everyday, It's such a teaser to me. a very bad one. To blame You, is a mistakes, to blame myself is a definite choice. because of this, along the line, I couldn't barely know myself.

I wanted to say "IF", but that word will just makes YOU regret, and I don't want that. When I put myself to thinkerland, and wonder back, way back, I can see. how much I have changed because of YOU. but to YOU, I seem no CHANGED. NOTHING. Trust is one of the hardest one to build, but I keep wondering, Why I keep putting trust in YOU, even YOU went very hard on me. sometime YOU even called me any names you wanted too. to be Honest, It hurts. there was that time, it did made me drop and down the whole day. to put and say I cried? YES. and to put it to say I do STUPID things after that? YES. I did, do something stupid. there still SCARS in my hands. the worst moment I could remember? is when YOU kissed someone. or more. That's when I just thought of DEATH was so close to me. but than, I stop. and say.. "At least your honest with me.. and NEXT time don't ever do it... AGAIN.." I always wonder I go EASY on you. And just keep cooling myself. drop any anger.

Most of the time. You, mention names of Guys, who's close with YOU, at school, and then I would just go with this "When is my TIME? when will YOU get me? WHEN IS MY MOMENT ? HOW LONG YOU WANNA MAKE ME WAIT??" all in my head. and I just never told you this. because? I said "At least you be Honest to me.. please don't do that AGAIN.. and STAY AWAY from them.." sometime, because of how good you are.. i am scared enough all day. I keep checking my phone for you, when there was no update? YOU know What i do. When there were know NO REPLIES. I am frighten so much. THAT I had to get Angry with YOU. but All you replied. short massages. claim me down or not, YOU just fight back. How stupid I am for ignoring the chance to understand YOU.

Fuuhhh~~.. YES.. I admit. I am not satisfied. I tried not giving up, but I keep falling AGAIN and AGAIN. And When YOU smile. all the things I wanted to tell YOU are all gone. Because, YOU can bring up all the nicest inspiration inside me. warm and then. I would just dream about YOU.

most of the time, I wonder where you are? and I just having a bad thought.. that you will be with someone even nicer then me, or being happy with your AMAZING family, I wish I could have an ability to watch You, but I have to stay with this fact. For What i did just for YOU, I am expecting your appreciations. now? I actually know, you are not reading this. because I know. You HATED me the most. because I know You Hated her too. to be honest again. I actually have nothing with her. nor do close relationship, none. I always put my self strictly nowadays to be just like YOU. to take good care of Families. and to take good care of my self. thank YOU for being well and and letting myself to be more of like YOU just like YOU said "HELP YOURSELF".

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 9 WAN WAN. I MISSED YOU. nothing can be just LIKE YOU. YOU ARE SUCH in a Billion CHANCES TO BE REMEMBER in a LIFE TIME.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Awaited Presentation: Final


Assalamualaikum

To Dear System Developer, Designer and Analyzer good luck for your final presentation tomorrow. all the best for everybody.

Tips

Simply right now i have nothing, but just don't let people see you in shame. that's all. be good for your system. even if it's not good enough. a not working system is always everybody expectation. so being good at presenting is all you could do right now.

"win their eyes, win your gladness."

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Cis Hoodie in Progress

Assalamualaikum



Hey Everyone. I am just sending this Information about CIS Hoodie. CIS'an Intake 23, be sure to check your email. So Far I Only Created TWO (2) Samples. One for Male Sized 'L', and the other one is for Female Sized 'M'. First of all i need to get all the size for those who have PAID for their hoodie. I mean I really need it *urgent*. ASAP. and At the same time. i am collecting All Full Payment. so anyone who I have listed inside me hoodie list. please come test your size and pay me as soon as your allowances come out.

I have discuss this design with lecturers, and some of our Friends. There will definitely be a bit of change on the Design, i mean edited the unclear part.

Glad to hear the design is better then nothing. =) enjoy the photo below:





hehe. promo mang bleach sekajap =) edited photoshop by Wanzuno

Friday, October 30, 2009

Selamat Hari Guru

Assalamualaikum

owh yeah.. i have forgotten the date. well selamat hari guru to everyone. =)

Well appreciate all the teacher that have help you go this far. thats all from me. i am busy.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

HAppy Birthday Jazlee

Assalamualaikum

oh oh oh.. I almost forgotten this date today because of our SDP, and yet I managed to greet him, Si jazlee is having his special birthday. toing.. he say "15 years old " in the looks of 24th anniversary of his life? or 23th? or 25th? i am not sure either. and all i know.. he's growing. and smilley.. =P

i didn't get to capture some photo of him. well busy me. but he managed to "Lanja (Malay)" us some knock Rice or formally called as Nasi katok foreigners don't know this. it's just a rice, with fried chicken and some spicy add on-s. hehe.. that's my translations.. owh not to forget.. it's the cheaps take away food found in almost anywhere everywhere through the country.. well.. for the local you might find this as a short promo.. =P

any way.. i am tired.. but i just can't shut my eyes and mind.. even i did do that.. something just coming in to wake me up.. like.. thinking about future.. and regret my past.. or.. somehow appreciate it too. not to mention.. my past relationship was just a short internet dating.. shame on me.. well.. lucky it's over.. and i don't want to be like that ever again. well.. reasons? actually.. much more like.. getting to know more of my self.. for a while.. i am kinda lost my way right now.. seeing my self.. lame.. like this.. and having low self esteem.. i believed.. i can't take good care of someone when i am not good at taking care of my self. am i right? some of you might just pop up and say... "not really.." well yeah.. somehow it's not really.. but it's up to the person to learn how he/she will start his/her new life.

uh... i am confuse with my text above.. hehee.. i will try to sleep now.. see you..

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Wanzuno: Stomach Ache

Assalamualaikum


A stomach ache is one of the more annoying things in life, especially when you have things to do. Here are some things you can do to get rid of them.


I have been suffering this for one day and a half. so i am hoping to get better sooner.

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