HAppy Birthday Jazlee

Assalamualaikum

oh oh oh.. I almost forgotten this date today because of our SDP, and yet I managed to greet him, Si jazlee is having his special birthday. toing.. he say "15 years old " in the looks of 24th anniversary of his life? or 23th? or 25th? i am not sure either. and all i know.. he's growing. and smilley.. =P

i didn't get to capture some photo of him. well busy me. but he managed to "Lanja (Malay)" us some knock Rice or formally called as Nasi katok foreigners don't know this. it's just a rice, with fried chicken and some spicy add on-s. hehe.. that's my translations.. owh not to forget.. it's the cheaps take away food found in almost anywhere everywhere through the country.. well.. for the local you might find this as a short promo.. =P

any way.. i am tired.. but i just can't shut my eyes and mind.. even i did do that.. something just coming in to wake me up.. like.. thinking about future.. and regret my past.. or.. somehow appreciate it too. not to mention.. my past relationship was just a short internet dating.. shame on me.. well.. lucky it's over.. and i don't want to be like that ever again. well.. reasons? actually.. much more like.. getting to know more of my self.. for a while.. i am kinda lost my way right now.. seeing my self.. lame.. like this.. and having low self esteem.. i believed.. i can't take good care of someone when i am not good at taking care of my self. am i right? some of you might just pop up and say... "not really.." well yeah.. somehow it's not really.. but it's up to the person to learn how he/she will start his/her new life.

uh... i am confuse with my text above.. hehee.. i will try to sleep now.. see you..